25, never had a boyfriend..

[Runa]

stuck on unrequited love for boy from 10 years ago (who bullied me), lonely but likes to be alone, going out of my mind. i cry every night and i don't know what to do. turning to astrology for answers and clarity on what my next step in life is

[AdiShar]

Respected Friend
According to vedic astrology, Saturn is your 7th lord. It usually delays relationships till 28 and there is some kind of difference with spouse. It may be age difference, or your spouse may be very mature and wise and frugal. There is no need to worry on your part, your relationship, though a bit late, will be stable.
Regards