That's the only way to learn something, especially when reading my own chart. It can help me in being a better person. So far, since July, I have received only rejections/negative feedback from numerous employers. I am glad someone appreciated for what I did. Thanks. xxmaking attempts to understand something that might be beyond comprehension
I am resisting, hence the pain. I have booked my flight to home(even when I don't want to) but I have. I am being forced to go home when I do not want to. I have very less savings left to survive. I cannot apply for student visa as I cannot start studying unless government approves visa (it could take 7-8 months for approval).I'm willing to bet you'll resist going back to your native place. I'm inclined to think you'll check out other viable or alternate options (including moving to another location/country) and perhaps forcing yourself to consider student visa (further studies), to bide your time.
There is a pandemic going on all over the world - everything is delayed - except luck, destiny, kismat, fortune. I can try to go to another country, but how much time will it take - maybe Apr 2022, as someone else quoted. Future is dicey. I wish I could stay here more - find a job within a month maybe - if god becomes kind - god above everything.
Read some articles online about Jupiter mahadasha and I felt at least next 16 years would be worth living - yet I am here. Everything I built in a foreign land, got destructed.
My family did Ketu related prayers in India between Sept-Oct but does not look like it worked out. I do not know, at this time, what should I do. What if I reach another country and establish a life there only to find it again getting destructed ?please do consider the suggestions - both Vedic/Dharmic remedies (Mantras), along with alternate options to address your current situation
But hey, thank you for talking to me. And other people, who posted here, read my chart to provide some analysis. Thanks!