admin wrote: ↑Tue Apr 30, 2019 10:02 amHi Icarus,
One thing at least about Neptune, especially square Moon/MC, is that it gives a constant sense of dissatisfaction and of course also always looking for what might be and what you don’t have, and by now you should have a pretty good handle on how Neptune is and has been affecting you given that you've been living with it for several years now.
What you accomplished with all that hard work and determination shows that you do have the capacity to get a great result and that’s surely a tremendous victory over Neptune. Another problem here is that as you know, Neptune can make you unrealistic and so you keep wandering off into should have/would have/could have dreams and possibilities and so you’ve set your goals too high...at this point.
So...you missed this one opportunity to fulfil that particular dream. But if you keep working and applying yourself in the way that you did with this visa matter, then sooner or later you’ll fulfil your wish. But if you allow yourself to wallow in what you used to have, you’ll not be in the right frame of mind or position to take advantage of what you have accomplished and will then be unable to fulfil that dream when this or other opportunities arise again.
That good work was due to Saturn, now about to turn retrograde, and then going back to trine your natal Saturn again until the end of Dec. So this will/should help you to settle down and focus on what you need to do.
Jupiter has turned retrograde, and turns direct in Aug. in your 9th/overseas travel, so I would suggest that from that point on, overseas travel is more likely to eventuate.
Uranus coming to the trine with your Sun (June – Oct.) is giving you a need for change and for independence; and to get moving. Naturally this creates a sense of restlessness – different from the Neptune dissatisfaction – but just as unsettling in some ways. But it’s more about breakthrough’s and changes in awareness. As it’s transiting your 2nd/Finances, and the Sun is in your 10th/career and rules your 6th/work, I suggest that if you can give all this Neptune an outlet somewhere other than in ‘what might have been’, you’ll accomplish more than you can begin to imagine at this point.
It’s all there. You just have to find some creative outlet and way to use all this Neptune dreaming instead of letting it undermine you and take away from such as this great victory you just had.
Never knew outer planets and that too Neptune is so powerful, that too in its sign Pisces. Wonder why a planet transiting it's rulership sign will bring forth negative connotation of its qualities (illusion etc).
Anyways, seems another outer planet Uranus in second house, also hell bent on destroying my finances. Today will have to go to bank to break my last remaining fixed deposit as it's tough to survive on meager salary I am drawing . Hope Pluto is in peace