I am depressed :(

[astroshankar]

Hi Respected Members,
Good Day...

I am shankar 33 years old. I am suffering from mental problems for past 7 to 8 years.(I was dioganised to have Double depression, Panic disorders, agoraphobia, OCD and mild seizure)
Problems like palpitation,fear,anxitey, shivering, dejected, dark, not getting happiness in any activities, unable to ride bike, speak clearly, work and babling , panic disorders , unable to talk to friends family and relative and so on.

To cure this I was taking medications for past 6 years.But only less improvement even though I changed many physiatrist . I was struggling with these problems.
can any one let me know is it becoz of any astrological reasons and is there any remedy for this.When will I come out of this .

I don't have good job and yet not married . will I get married and what is my future prospects?

Please look insight to my chart and advise.

Birth details.
Date - January 11, 1977 , Time - 7:30 PM
Place - Rajapalaiyam, Tamilnadu, India (77e34, 9n27)

Thanks !!!

[admin]

Hi Astroshankar, and thankyou for posting.

So, straight into it:
I think you try to carry too much and accomplish too much, so that inevitably you've ended up in this agorophobic state - because you couldn't possibly do all that you feel is expected of you - although, that is also primarily what you expect from yourself ?. Easy for me to say, but certainly a NIGHTMARE for you ! ...the panic and fear. All of which are shown in your chart.

Basically, you have a beautiful imagination, but perhaps it is that you feel you shouldn't/can't express it? Upshot being then that you imagine that others think the 'worst'. Basically you need to be able to 'do your own thing', and if you can't - because of your sense of needing to do what is expected of you, (and/or, of what you expect of yourself), your 'mind' finds its own way 'out' - as in: RETREAT !!!

I'm not a psychiatrist, nor even a 'psychologist'...but, one thing I can suggest is that, at least while you are in this state...sure...avoid everyone - and don't worry about it (easy to say, but wait...)...then, write down all of your feelings as each fear arises. Don't battle with it. Just see what comes up. It won't be easy, and it's important that you keep the notes you make - so you can see what's coming up, what's going on with each situation, and then also to look at your notes, later.

I think another of the problems may be that your mind works too fast, and you find it difficult to convey all of the thoughts that occur. Some thoughts you may blurt out, while other thoughts contain too much to convey. Hence: 'babbling' !

I think these are the first issues to deal with, before looking at the rest of your question. However, I will add that your chart indicates superb possibilities (and I'm not just saying that to make you feel better). It's a 'given'. But, it first requires that you be honest with yourself about what you want, as that may be conflicting with what you THINK you want...which is resulting in these problems.

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[astroshankar]

Good Day to You Admin,

You are absolutely correct.I feel you are the only person who has understood me fully.I really appreciate you for spending time in reading my chart.

Thanks a million Admin. (I am wondering how one can put whole effort in analyzing everyones chart

The way you have answered impressed me (without using astrological terms)Surely your advice will help me in great extent.


I have few questions for you

1) whether I will get married (yet not interested but pressure from my family) also I was told that everything will be fine once I marry.

2) How my carrier would be, which job suits me ?

3) Can I go sanyasa (saint) in spirituality ? (because I love to be out of this materialist world)


Thanks once again and my best regards to you,

[admin]

"1) whether I will get married (yet not interested but pressure from my family) also I was told that everything will be fine once I marry.

Re 'Marriage'. I think it will be hard for you to 'decide' as you need someone who shares your particular needs; your goals, and... your visions of an 'ideal' partner.

"2) How my carrier would be, which job suits me ?"

You need work that allows you to not only express your creativity, but which also gives you a routine that enables a sense of surety and purposeful daily activity. It also needs for you to be able to be seen as an authority, and as well, it needs to have prospects and the ability for you to expand your knowledge and stature. Which leads to your next question:

"3) Can I go sanyasa (saint) in spirituality ? (because I love to be out of this materialist world)"

I'm sure you know that, at this point...it would be an 'escape', rather than a 'pure' need ? I could of course be wrong. Isn't up to me to say. What I can say however, is that this is very possibly a part of your ...future ! But, I think perhaps...not quite... yet ?

[scorpio]

Sorry, I have been offline for a few days because of network problems, otherwise I would have taken this one. But admin has done a wonderful job, as per usual.

I just wanted to add something about your panic disorder and the depression that is a part of it. So far, nobody has found a medication that works on this, but do not give up on this, because there is a way out, albeit a difficult one. But you do have the resources in your chart to do this. It is all in the way that you see your panic disorder. Next time you feel a panic state coming on see if you can actually invite it to do its worst instead of trying to fight it. This takes enourmous amounts of courage, I know, but you have that in your chart. Another alternative is to imagine yourself as an objective scientist sitting on your own shoulder who is noting down all the symptoms as they appear. The reason these two ways work is that they force you to be objective.

A panic disorder starts when the body has got into the habit of suddenly producing large amounts of adrenaline, which forces 'the fight or flight' syndrome which is when we want to either hit something or run from it. Once the adrenalin stops, depression follows and only gets worse because the panic states make you think there is something very wrong with you. There isn't. This is just the way humans react when they are faced with danger. So it is a good thing, but the problem with a panic disorder is that it starts to happen all the time and so your body gets into the habit of releasing adrenalin at the slightest negative thought. This is why these two ways of remaining objective work. They won't work the first time, and maybe not the second, but with practice they will work because objective thoughts will create a new habit so that your body stops releasing extra adrenaline all the time.

Good luck with this.

[astroshankar]

Thanks scorpio ,

I really impressed with your answer and your advice will help me a lot ..

I have one question: can I go sanyasa (perhaps Saint) sorry i don't know excat meaning in English.

Thank you,

[scorpio]

I agree with admin on this one. Now is not the time to go sanyasa although that is a possibility a little later in life if you still feel the same way. Now is the time for you to be a part of life and to interact with those around you. I do understand your attraction to a spiritual life but this year is probably not the best time for it. Hang in there for the moment and let your great creativity be your means of escape, whatever shape that takes.

[astroshankar]

Scorpio Thank you very much

With love
Shankar